Fira studied abroad at Queen Mary University of London in autumn 2023, as a recipient of the prestigious Indonesian International Student Mobility Awards (IISMA) scholarship.

When I was a kid, I used to be obsessed with this iconic comic book series that portrayed the biographies of the world’s most influential figures: Helen Keller, Leonardo da Vinci, Isaac Newton, you name it. It sparked an innocent desire to make the world a better place – it made me feel like I could change the world for real. As I grew up, to one’s surprise, I realized that changing the world is no easy task, and many people lose themselves in pursuing change. 

Years later, when I first stepped into Queen Mary University of London for my study abroad program, I had no idea that it would become the catalyst for rediscovering that wide-eyed, optimistic version of myself who believed in making a difference in the world. The city, rich with history and diversity, became the backdrop for my journey of self-discovery and rekindling my passion for creating positive change. 

Amidst the hallowed halls of Bancroft Building, I am blessed every day to be able to pursue a world-class education. The courses I undertook under the School of Politics and International Relations plunged me into the realms of wars, genocides, conflict, and power – subjects that, at first glance, seemed intimidating yet enlightening. Studying these topics often felt like navigating through the dark corridors of human history, confronting the harsh realities that have shaped our world. It was undeniably a challenging and, at times, disheartening exploration into the complexities of global affairs. However, within the confines of these academic challenges, I discovered a profound opportunity for growth, understanding, and, surprisingly, hope. The pursuit of each lecture and seminar was not just about acquiring information; it was about cultivating a mindset that seeks solutions amid complexities. 

London, a melting pot of cultures and histories, became my classroom beyond the university walls. Engaging with a diverse community of students and immersing myself in the city’s rich cultural tapestry broadened my perspective on global issues. The discussions and debates within the classroom seamlessly blended with real-world experiences, providing a holistic understanding of the multifaceted challenges our world faces. 

I started to appreciate the intricate web of interconnectedness that binds us all. Every small action, every conversation, and every shared experience contributed to a collective effort aimed at making a difference. It wasn’t about changing the entire world in one fell swoop, rather about creating ripples of positive impact that could spread far beyond our immediate surroundings. 

Coming here to London, I expected myself to mature and embrace adulthood. Instead, I rediscovered my child-like optimism that had, for a while, been eclipsed by the demands of growing up. As my time at Queen Mary University of London came to a close, I carried with me a renewed sense of inspiration to continue making a positive impact wherever life takes me. My journey has come full circle, and I am grateful for the lessons learned and the connections forged during this transformative chapter of my life.